I Was Lonely

I was lonely,
considered the past
and remained lonely.

I was hungry,
considered the feast
and remained hungry.

So when I’m lonely,
I write of the forgotten
'cause I’m just lonely.

And when I’m hungry,
I write of the starving
'cause I’m just hungry.

Then I read my words
near someone’s fire
and munch popcorn.

The Agent

She said, “To which market
do you write this missive?”
I said, “Don't forget,
it’s me, and that’s exclusive.

Mere Emesis

Fish Food

With the tide,
we flushed from the Sound.
Where our currents met,
there was kelp
and fish fed.
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The Ride

I climbed upon Old Reddy,
and pulled the pen on the stanchion.
The gentle old cow was unsteady,
and threw me for a concussion.
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Start giving back.
Don’t take.
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People

He laughed and said,
“Aw…people.
I looked at him and said

“Aw…people.

Burial at Sea

At high tide,
Larry jumped into the Sound.
He climbed out and put his clothes on.
He smiled with his gums.
He said,
“I am seventy-two.”

Larry had his guitar fixed. The strings were loose. Then Larry left the guitar
with a friend and said,
“Take care of my guitar.”
It fell from a barstool
to the floor and split the neck
and ruined it.

To the wharf,
Larry brought his guitar.
We gathered
as Larry cried.
We burned a candle.
We each said a remembrance.
Larry hurled the guitar
into the murk under the pier and said,
“That is the second guitar
that I threw under the pier.”

At low tide,
Larry jumped into the Sound.
We helped him out.
He cut his feet on the barnacles
below the high tide line.
He put his clothes on and danced.
Where his teeth once were,
he grinned and said,
“I am over it.I am seventy-two.”

Next

Astonished
as life disappears,
much I’ve promised
in arrears.

Fomented spring
life reappears,
former longing
buried tears.

Winter thinking
of my life
brightened spring
a mere archive.

Beyond my life
I am astonished,
time and sight
are never finished.

Sweet Influences

How is it I’m here?
Was Pleiades unbound,
or were the bands of Orion loosened?

Was it my principled Dad,
or my spirited mother,
or an unknown forbearer?

Was it a flaw of character,
or strength of will?
ubridled instincts or human condition?

Was it God,
as reported,
with his arm revealed?

Perhaps it was all
confluenced in me
to land my craft here

Job 38:31

Isaiah 53:1

Pet

I said,
“Get a horse.”
He reined in the terrier.
He said,
“Less feed.”
I said,

“Get a dog.”

Bus Driver

Take me where you go, Bus Driver.
Take me where you go.
Take me where you go.

Paddywagon

Sir, you were seen to urinate.
Then I say sir, you are known to bifurcate.

He said, “Huh, is that some kind of cant?”
I said, “Define it, I shan’t”

He said, “Come along, pissant.”

Closure

She said,
“I am sorry
for anything I did
or didn’t do
that contributed
to your pain and suffering.

I realized I had never said

“I am sorry
for anything I did
or didn’t do
that contributed
to your pain and suffering.”

I say,
“Nothing you did
or didn’t do
made you deserve
what I did
or didn’t do.”

THE VISIT

I said,
“Sir, please sit.
We’ll speak.”
He said,
“It’s wet.”

UPSTAIRS

She read and sighed,
“No charge, dear Abigail”
Then she swiftly died.
In her fist, the doctor’s bill.

ROY

He met her
at a bar.
They went home
to his medals and awards,
and pictures
of his dead wife.

In his shower,
they found him.
Cold, rubbery,
In his back was
his Academy saber.

Finally, after two months
they found her
in county jail,
accused of murder.
Her husband was,
her second kill.

In memory of Roy Oakes, my friend.
Colonel, U.S.A.F. (Retired). Murdered 2005

MUGGING

I walk unafraid because
I am large
by frame and nourishment.
I walked to the store in White Center,
also known as “Rat Center”.

From behind,
A large arm clinched my throat,
threw me to the ground
and choked me.

A small gentleman kicked me
and ferreted through my pockets.
As they scurried away,
the small gentleman said,
“He ain’t got shit.”

Later, calm, I reflected
I had a family, a brain and hope.
But in White Center, Washington,
it is considered unwise
to walk alone to the store,
at 3 A.M. in the morning,
drunk.

So, perhaps
the small gentleman
had a point.

Yellow Banana

our age spots show.
Stay, please until tomorrow.
I need potassium.
You need dignity.

Supper, Baseball and Salvation in the Neighborhood

Safeco Field, bright lights
people roar
jammed, packed
bellies full
with hot dogs
they leave by one a.m.
to go home.

Salvation Army, short nights
people snore
jammed, packed
bellies full
with hot dogs
they leave by six a.m.
to go home.

A Daughter's Wedding

A daughter’s wedding

A dad’s greatest fear, grandest hope
tied
to the simple yearning of his girl’s heart.
That from the bounty of her gifts
she chooses
reward over plunder
knows the unattainable
grieves the unchangeable but is consoled.
And with her husband discovers
grace, peace and pleasure while
reserving ache for the heartbroken,
pity for the miserable,
applause for the successful,
and cheer for the foundling.
Coloring the sky
with smiles wrought through pain and prosperity
of body, mind and spirit.
Remembering this union mirrors
a divine marriage yet to occur.

and so yearns her dad for Audrey Liz Oldham and Eric Shigemi Schwartz
August 16, 2008

The Refrigerator

Where’re the leftovers?
And the crisper’s empty.
No celery, no carrots.
And where’s the cheese?
There’s no cheese
or a piece of bacon.
So I looked around
and Mom was gone.

My Lost Shoes

My Lost Shoes

When the warm summer rain started
I took off my shoes.
And as water rose in the ditch
it felt good to slide down into it.
I woke up catheterized.
When I went to find my bottle, my shoes were gone